The Unspeakable Curse

I tried and tried,
And cried and cried,

I could not make it happen.

With every lie,
I said my goodbye,

I really was not fine.

Yelling and pleading,
I was defeated,

Life was fraught with Agony.

Too much of a coward,
Bitterness had soured,

My gregarious disposition.

What made it worse,
The Unspeakable Curse,

Was that I had to keep on living.

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