28M4M My Big Gay Secret...Looking For Dirty Chat

Hey, I'm a pretty average dude. 28M, regular sex drive, always considered myself straight. But once in a while I get uncontrollably horny fantasizing about guys. Today is one of those days.

Gradually over time I've been watching more and more gay porn. Some days it's all I watch. I always considered myself straight or "just curious" but lately I'm realizing there's nothing straight about the porn I'm watching or the thoughts going through my head when I shoot a load. When I'm in the mood for gay stuff I love watching gay anal porn and imagining I'm the top. I'd never say that to anyone IRL but it feels super hot to admit that online. I'm not looking for roleplay, just looking for dirty chat so I can get off with another dude.