I want someone to talk to. Please. Anyone.

I have Skype.

I feel like I'm at the end of the road. All I do is sit at home, play video games, and smoke weed. I don't even enjoy the games, they just make me feel like I'm making progress towards something. I have mental problems that make me lash out at others. It's getting to the point I become extremely anxious if I just leave the house. I'm not working and my mother is paying my living costs.

My life isn't going anywhere. I've stopped being happy. I've stopped existing. My ability to perceive reality and exist in the real world is diminishing. I don't know what to do. Suicide is on my mind daily.