I'm sad and need help/advice

Hey trees... I've been lurking here for a good while and you've always been good to me. Now I'm in a bit of trouble. It's not super serious but I just moved to a new town (not gonna say where) and it's fantastic other than one thing... I use bud to help with my near crippling anxiety and now I don't know anyone around here, much less anyone to sell to me, and my anxiety is getting really bad again. How do you find a new dealer in a new city without being sketchy or seeming like a narc? I'm not asking anyone here to sell to me or if they know anyone because I know it's not allowed, but I can't find anyone... I'm sinking pretty fast