23[F4F] Abusive Bully

I'm looking for some mental abuse or degradation, basically anything that knocks on my self esteem. I'm a shy awkward plain Jane. You're pretty and popular. Maybe your boyfriend has been spending too much time with me because I'm tutoring him. Maybe you just don't like me. Or maybe you just like picking on the nerd knowing how much she wishes she could be like you. I don't mind RPing or if you just want a verbal punching bag for a short time. Today I'm craving talk relating more toward humiliation and punishment for being such a fuck up.