9 full days no anything

I'm sad because it's been 9 days and I've had almost no sex drive or desire to masturbate. When I first went at thing at least the first weeks I was a raging bull and I loved it but this time nothing I even feel soft and pliable. I had one morning where I woke up with an erection but it was nothing compared to my first attempt..will I ever get back to the crazy testosterone surge or did my body get used to this? I believe that maybe I was addicted to masturbation so that was my body's way of wanting to go but now I'm scared I'll never have the urge to masturbate again..