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Posted Nov 22, 2015, 10:29 PM UTC
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Posted Nov 22, 2015, 10:29 PM UTC
Me too
Same.
well said
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exactly
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^I ^may ^have ^been ^caught ^running ^a ^red ^light ^today ^((new driver's instincts smh)^).
Faaaaaaak
I can relate to being overwhelmed.
I hate life, i really do, why can't i relate to anyone, why do i go to school everyday and have no friends and no one to talk to ever. I go home, have the same stupid routine everyday, ive become complacent with my life because of reddit keeping me at a constant low frequency buzz stimulus never letting me get fed up with the way things are and try to change them, i feel like im in one of those mental hospitals where they medicate you with that stuff that makes you drool and not be able to think properly or do anything. Im in prison, the routine just fucks with me everyday, i cant think straight because i dont get any outside stimulus, its hard to articulate but just not talking to other people fucks with you, not having real conversations with other human beings feels like not getting enough sunlight, its so fucking hard, life is so fucking hard. Im trying to change it, i really am, i joined a sport and although im terrible and it hurts its better than nothing but it hasnt worked really, i havent got any new friends just new people to try to make stupid small talk with. I dont understand conversations, i mean ive had good ones before but most of the time it feels forced, i dont care about what im talking about, im not enjoying myself and its just a chore, we dont have the same sense of humor or any similar interests and im wondering if i just have to change what i like or if i just havent met the right people yet. Tomorrow i go to school and even though ive changed a lot this year by actually doing my work and joining a sport the day to day is the same with no one to relate to in class or out and i just dont want to get used to it, ive thought about how lonely i am every single day without any exception since i started high school, i havent had one memorable day in my 4 years here, i dont know what im going to do, i just hope when i wake up that i can do something different and not just wait for something to happen like ive been doing.
Lemme join you
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I know that feeling. Every morning when I open my eyes.
"Still alive. Damnit"