Just tired of it all.

Today has just been one thing after another. I like to pretend I don't give a fck to use the internet parlance, but I do. First I went in to volunteer, for the final time, at a local Adult Healthcare Center. When some clients began harassing and berating an older gentleman who is a bit eccentric because of his attire and him painting his finger nails I went off on them. This wasn't the first thing they had done to draw my ire. Once before they had en masse agreed that the "fgs needed to rounded up and stoned". Being bisexual myself it angered me and hurt me because I had liked these people. Today they had been especially rowdy and when they lambasted the gentleman about his sexuality I snapped. Told them off, painted my finger nails and dared them to say something to me about it. I am a very socially awkward person so my hands were shaking and I was stumbling over my words and generally a mess. When I left and came home I saw the news about the events in California. Events that for the most part will have no impact on my life and yet they only worsened my mood. Because the usual arguments will be spouted from both sides of the fence, but in the end no one will do anything and this will happen again and again and again. We're shutting our doors to people in need because we're afraid that they'll be violent when we mow down our own citizens en masse and forget about it in a week. I'm sitting here now just staring at my school work, my crafts, my video games and I don't care about any of it. It's been a while since I had a low period and I think today was just the trigger I needed.