TIFU by coming home while high for the first time.

Today I seshed for the first time in a while with friends, super rainy day. I've always smoked over the summer and this was the first time that I've smoked at home. After leaving my friends and beginning my walk home, I realized that it was going to be the first time that I walked to my apartment high and was going to have to greet my doormen. I was super nervous about what to say to them.

I get to the door and it's my favorite guys, Tom and Dennis. I take off my headphones and greet them super chill. As I walk by, I'm so happy that I made it through all good. Suddenly, I saw a group of workers putting up a christmas tree in our lobby. One worker is sitting down while another is putting ornaments on the tree. The guy sitting down pulls out an ornament and hods it out as I walk by. I panic and grabbed the ornament then say "thanks so much." They stare at me silently for a second, and I knew I fucked up.

"I was handing them to him, not distributing them!" the guy said while laughing. Everyone stared and I walk away. My fight or flight instinct must have kicked in, because I have no memory of taking the elevator; I was just instantly in my apartment. I'm so embarrassed, I have to see those guys almost everyday. [5]

TL;dr Came home high and had to greet doormen. Guys were putting up a christmas tree and one held out an ornament to give to the other. I took it and said "thank you so much!"