I think that the flatline is ending...

...and it gives me weird urges! On one hand I caught myself peeking at some "sexy" stuff today (not porn, whole day in front of computer - have no other options recently - isn't helping). On the other my mind (and Johnson) get's excited only for a while and after that it's like "oh yeah, you wan't gonna give it to us" and I become sane again.

And on and on.

I don't know what I expect from you guys, just wanted to share. Doing intellectual work for +10h a day everyday in front of computer, at home, is making me mentally sloppy and it's hard to stay vigilant.

If it wasn't for that war, I would probably relapse several times now.