[Serious] Reddit, what keeps you up at night?

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I usually have a lot of anxiety when I go to sleep. I think about the next day and all the stuff I have to do or people I have to deal with.

I constantly think about being a bad mother, about how I don't have friends and don't socialize at all because of the way I was raised: I was adopted (abandonment issues = people pleaser) and suffer from severe depression and extreme laze, and how I believe and am quite sure that people don't like me when they get to know me, so I just keep to myself. I feel like my daughter is going to grow up weird because of my issues. We do what we can to get her out and about and she socializes very well at school but I still feel like we are damaging her. How can anyone like me if I don't like me? How can I love others if I can't even love myself?

Fear of ending up alone, and something in my head telling me that people don't really like me.