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jayblesz

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As the days go by

One at a time

I start to wonder why

Why I should even try

 

What should I try to do with my life?

should I just lie in this bed until I die?

 

or I make something happen whilst I try?

It doesn't seem to make a difference

because each time I do, I don't do it 'right'

then I feel like I fucking wanna cry

 

I'm finding it hard to just get by

Is this what it's gonna be until I'm in the sky?

Is life really just despair and demise?

I mean, I can appreciate the little things in life

Even when I'm down I can sometimes see the light

But most of the time when I'm not drunk or high

I just feel like I wanna fucking die

 

Which is pretty fucked up if you think about it, right?

I've got some good friends that I try to stand by

We don't have the same interests anymore but I still try

But they've all got someone to go home to at night.

 

I hope I can change things now while I'm alive

I know I have it in me to make the future bright

I don't know where or how I'm gonna start

But I know all that I have to do is fight.

 

Common daily struggle.

 

0ne 2wo

Posted Jan 30, 2016, 5:29 AM UTC · edited

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