Do you think about dying? How do you fell about it?

It makes me fell really bad but then I just get back on my feet and I'm happy

Dying would suck. On the other hand, being dead sounds relieving.

No. Everyone dies. Why worry about something you can't stop?

It doesn't scare me. I don't invite it but i don't fear it.

I've been in the mindest for a while now that "Everybody dies, whether it's tomorrow or in 60 years" and I guess since having this idea death has never really scared me

When I am at work, yes all the time.

It seems like it would be a big relief. Like finally diarrhea-ing out my shitty life.

Do you mean dying in general or think about ending it yourself?

I don't think about dying, just the fact I wish I was dead. that might be in the same context of thinking about it. I consider it 2 separate entities. how I would end up dead wouldn't really matter as long as it wasn't grueling, slow , and extremely painful torture. but if I died base jumping tomorrow, I'd be cool going out like that.

I think about it daily and hope that it comes soon almost as often. I'm also hoping to go in my sleep. I'm bored with life and that would really be a problem if it weren't for Netflix, Internet and weed which help to keep me distracted from what I really want (which is simply to cease to exist).

I just can't understand everything going black and not being able to do anything.