Benzo Fury

                      Bittersweet between my teeth
                       Tolerance, a rotten curse?
                       2 pill, 3 pill, 4 pill, more
                   Without them, a life I may not adore
                      I cannot fathom the outcome
                  But can I handle a life without them?
                             Goodbye to yesterday
                             Goodbye to memories
                      Swimming through the smoke
                      Still loving every minute cause
                                They make me
                                     Feel so
                                      Alive
                           

Note: I hope the formatting worked out okay. it was meant to look something like this if it didn't: https://gyazo.com/ccb584b671ac1a7f3985bf77a713ce00

If you don't understand exactly what it means I'd like you to try to figure it out. If you do, let me know what you think. I'm happy to explain my thoughts through it after it has been discussed.

https://oc.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/4512oa/theres_real/czuh0qk

https://oc.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/44npc6/insomnia_is_for_the_weak/czuh3ms