F4M Lust is a sin...

Three years ago I joined the church as a nun. I was young and innocent, without guidance in the world I turned to God. Now it's 1962, and I started working at the church-run sanatorium, working with the mentally ill.

I love my job, it makes me feel closer to God and like I'm doing something good for the world. I work with many wonderful, sweet, misunderstood people. There I'm known for my purity and kindness, all the patients adore me, including the staff.

But recently, I've felt a change, a test from God, of endurance. There's been this overwhelming lust inside me that makes me want to throw myself at the nearest man, be them insane or diagnosing the insane. It's taken all I have for me to not touch myself at night, I've been praying for answers. But maybe one day I'll just snap, or someone may show me the way of sin...

Please message me first so we can discuss the situation, see if we click and all that. Talk to you soon!