For a while I've been..

Only insufflating my oxymorphone 40mg and RARELY IV h (once every few months). I've never really done a full shot of H and didn't really understand the experience.

Well let's throw all that shit out the window. Today I IV'd an entire actavis ER 40mg having never shot OxyM and never really doing the dose required to feel a rush off H really just keeping away sickness but holy shit I wish I never did this I love it too much. I've had a $200 a day habit of OxyM for 4 years now. I'm not new to the shit but I bought into the stigma of injection that society perpetuates. I'm not new to this game like the influx of people new to this sub talking about their oxy 5s; and I have one thing to say to anyone who's reading this and just starting the path down to the wrong side of the tracks. Oxymorphone is the most amazing thing to inject on the planet. And I really understand when people say "there is no possibility of 'ohhh I just wanna bang this once to see what it's like' because there's no turning back". There isn't. Please re-evaluate if you want to see how far down this goes until you hit bottom, because there's always a trap door to take you lower. Please be careful and before you make this decision please understand what it entails.

I love all y'all. Stay safe. And please keep me in your thoughts because where I'm at mentally right now there's no stopping this train.

Peace.