December sucked. And has now put plans on hold for at least 6 months.

So I got sick in December. To make a very long story short I spent the holidays in the hospital, from December 23rd til Jan 2nd. Everything sucked and I left with not many answers. I was sent to Rheumatologist who is amazing and told me that while I was in the hospital I did test positive for CMV. That means I need to wait at least 6 months for the virus levels to subside, in 6 months we can retest and see if it would be safe to begin trying around.

I just cried over a car commercial. I'm so upset. I removed birth control in Dec 2014 when my daughter turned one, and we've been trying ever since. We both wanted our children close together and want a larger family.