Today is one of these days...

When I suddenly start thinking about my current state of life and how lonely I am.... Im 21F, no friends, I never had problems in high school to talk to people, but for some reason the group of friends I used to hang out just splited leaving me alone...this has happened quite often...

Now I live in a small town, I have this feeling that I need to move on to another place and just start all over, but i dont have enough money for that, and find a job here is really hard is driving me mad...

I just need to let it out I guess...