Post LiS Revival

So I finished LiS a few days ago and long story short, I think it has changed me. I've read a lot about people's Post LiS Depression in here already, and while I have my share of emptiness after watching Max and Chloe drive out of Arcadia Bay, the game has had a largely positive effect on me so far.

Something like five years ago I started sliding down an emotional slope. Things I previously felt enthusiastic about didn't interest me anymore, and I even began feeling a sense of resentment towards things that would once have sparked my curiosity. I knew what person I wanted to be (what I had been), and it was not what I woke up as every morning. Recently it got to a stage where I only lived because I had to. Because giving up would be an unforgivable cruelty to my family and everyone I know.

Then I started playing LiS, and after finishing Ep 3, I knew something was changing. I've had ups and downs in the past years, but this didn't feel like a normal up, which would disipate after a few days, leaving no permanent change behind. I feel like I'm standing on the lip of a crater with the pit behind me. It's kinda nostalgic, feeling this invested in life and in the people around me again. I'm already talking a lot more, seeking out company and conversation, something I tried to avoid only a week ago. I wish I could say what it was in LiS that did it, but whatever it was, it has literally put a spring in my step.

I don't know if it lasts, but I cereally (sorry) think it will. As the title suggests, I feel revived:) Heck, I was acutally excited about making breakfast for a friend today, so things are looking up!

Guess I'll report back later to tell if it lasts. And thanks for reading my ramble:)