Day 30 report: At last it got easier!

Ok, so this is my first report as it's already been 30 days of hard mode. I'm 21 yo, started PMO at 9/10 yo. My first week was hard. I felt strong urges, but I was really motivated to do it, so I survived. Second week was the worst! The urges got stronger and because it was week 2 I wasn't as motivated to fight. I didn't masturbate, but I glanced at porn few times. I just wanted to look at some tights adverts and they were turning me on so much that I was moving on to porn videos. After few minutes I was able to come back to my senses and turn that shit off. Now, it finally got easier! I still have urges, but it's easier to control myself. And the longer my streak is the more I have to loose. So, it's worth to fight and get to the point where I am right now. Now, let me tell you about changes in my life:

Pros

-My depression is gone. For the last few months before nofap streak I felt unhappy and depressed. Now I can enjoy life again!

-I have more energy. I have more motivation to go to the gym and I'm more powerful when I work out. My basketball skills also improved.

-I'm not losing as much hair as before!

-My relations with the ladies improved. For me it's just easier to look into their eyes and talk to them. And they seem to enjoy my presence way more.

Cons

-I'm spending more time playing video games and smoking weed. I have to keep myself busy to kill the urges, but I'm still too lazy to fill this time with studying or cleaning my house. I'm just doing things that make me feel good.

-The feelings that I suppressed with PMO are fully present now. I feel loneliness and frustration of never having a girlfriend.

-I'm too horny. Porn had took over my sexuality and made my indifferent towards women. Now I'm really attracted to women and I can't stop looking at hot girls, I have all those thoughts how good it would be to be with them. It's very annoying and doesn't allow me to fully concentrate. One of my seminar tutors at uni is a PhD student in her late 20s. She has such a hot body that I just can't stop staring at her and do what I'm supposed to do. Will this stop after my brain reboots???

Overall, my journey feels rewarding already. I'm scared of the flatline, but I'm sure I will survive it. My next report will be at day 60. Stay strong brothers and keep your head up!