UPDATE: I[29F] am feeling like a mistress with my BF [30M]

Original post: https://www.reddit.com/r/relationships/comments/3t3ier/i_29f_am_feeling_like_a_mistress_with_my_bf_30m/

I have finally gathered the strength to leave. I am writing this at the airport right now waiting for my flight.

We had a huge fight the other day and he said it was over. I didn't need to be told two times. Him saying that was kind of a relief because it crushed all hope I had for our relationship which enabled me to move past it. I did not want to be somewhere I was not wanted. It was not easy and a little late but I guess better late that never, right? Maybe he is better off without me. I did try my best. I exhausted all efforts and I did what I could do to save the relationship but it was time to call it. I told my sister about it and finally reached out, she didn't hesitate and quickly bought me a ticket so I could stay with her.

I will miss our puppy so bad though. He bought us a puppy back in November and he was just the best puppy ever. It was heartbreaking to leave him. Big influence of why I stayed so long. When I was packing he was whining and would stay so close to me up until I left. I am balling my eyes out. I will miss him so much. I've lost a boyfriend and my baby.

One day I'll be okay right? Baby steps.

Part of me wants to run back to him and bask him to take me back but no. I must be strong. I made it to the airport. Shouldn't turn back now.

I feel like I'm dreaming and I'm on auto pilot. I'm sorry I'm rambling. But yes, I'm out.

TL;DR I finally left him.