Anyone ever been held back by a god?

How did you break said gods hold over you? Can you "banish" a god? LBRP doesnt seem to work. It's one specific area of my life in trying to work on, and I'll make so much progress before suddenly hitting a brick wall. Nothing works and Its almost like I have to do all of the previous work over again just to get where I was before. Multiple divinations point to a being that doesn't want me to get what I'm after because it feels like I couldn't handle the results. I'm just wondering if it's the old testament god from my Christian school days. Any help would be appreciated.