[Remorse] I used to send pizzas to people who left me bad feedback on ebay

[Remorse]

Title pretty self explanatory. I'm 24 now, but when I was 15 I had an eBay account where I sold off my dumb teenage stuff. I was young and stupid and I didn't really observe the rules so I got a fair amount of bad feedback. I did try my best though and I also had a huge complex about being criticised. It made me feel really hurt and and I took everything personally, I would think about stuff like that for weeks on end. So what's a young, easily offended girl to do?

Send people cheeseless anchovy and ghost pepper pizzas, obv.

I had their addresses from the transactions and I used to use Tor or something similar (because I was paranoid).

The things people would mostly leave bad feedback for were: If I said something was new, but really I'd had it a little while. If something was a different colour to what I stated (I'm colour blind, so that happened sometimes lol. I used to ask other people sometimes but not for everything because I was embarrassed by it at the time). If I took like forever to send the item out, I always used to forget. Sometimes it would take me like 2 weeks just to send one thing haha.

So anyways, I would send really disgusting pizza combinations to people's houses at like 2am on a Sunday night. Or just weird takeouts in general such as a bottle of water and a slice of carrot cake. Or one time it was just plain boiled rice with a plain naan bread. Just over and over, relentlessly. After like 4 or 5 times I would cool off for a bit and then pick up the harassment again a month or so later. I felt a rush when I was doing it, but I would feel SUPER bad afterwards and vow to never do it again.

But let me tell you, I did not let this shit go. I was a little psycho - I was too afraid to send the pizzas right away in case they caught on that it was me so I would literally set an alarm in my phone for 6 months into the future when they'd forgotten all about it (and usually I would refund them anyway and be really apologetic because I was afraid and sad so it probably didn't even stick in their minds, but I was paranoid and I held the grudge that long haha)

I regret being such a bitch and I am sorry to all of the people I sent pizzas to (about 6 in total). I mean maybe some of them had babies that got woken up in the middle of the night? Most likely they'd assume it was someone they knew - why would their first assumption be that kid who sold them a freaking bobby pin or whatever 8 months ago? So maybe it even caused arguments! "Who's doing this to us?" "You know what, I bet it's that bitch from work. She's always hated me, I'm going to confront her on Monday" and then Angela from the office gets fired for harassment. You know? Maybe I caused all sorts of shit. Not to mention the innocent pizza places who lost a tonne of money because of me. Ahhhh, the guilt! The last pizza I sent was 8 years ago and it was a plain pepperoni. I figured the guy could use a break. It was my way of saying sorry, I guess.

So yeah, that's the story of my past as a psycho pizza sender.