I have no aspirations and am perfectly fine with the idea of spending my life doing drugs

I started smoking weed in freshman year, and smoke a couple bowls about once a week, and since then I have done adderall, oxy, DXM, and have done a lot of drinking. I don't use drugs regularly but I want to do it more. My grades have always sucked, and I could probably do well in school if I tried but I just have zero motivation. I am perfectly fine with the idea of just doing drugs and working some low job or maybe rapping. Is that bad that I'm choosing drugs over life?