[Rant] I've finally decided I'm gonna do it.

If my life hasn't improved one year from today, I'm going to kill myself.
If you've seen any of my posts, you'll understand my problems. I can't talk to girls and never will be able to. I'm failing school. I'm generally pathetic. Whatever. I've accepted all these things.

I just want to stop wanting something I will never have. At this point, my only option seems to be drugs. And I know you guys are experts on drugs, so maybe you can help me out.
I have been doing a lot of research on anaphrodisiacs. They lower your sex drive. I need help finding a chemical castration kit. This will almost completely reduce my sex drive, and I will finally be able to focus 100% on shit that actually matters. I can't seem to find it online. I'm gonna have to look for it on the black market or something, but I have no experience ever buying any kind of drug.
Whenever I am at a grocery store next, I'm gonna pick up some Saw Palmetto. It's for prostate cancer or something, but it reduces your sex drive too.

And if none of that works out, I'll be checking out February 21, 2017.