Psychedelic after effects and effects of being much more aware?

I have taken shrooms ten times in about a 5 yea span, mdma about a dozen times in about year span, and heavily smoked marijuana for 7 years. Anyways, in the last three years I began to have these small anxiety attacks where I felt extremely aware and alive, then I began to have snow (TV noise) in my vision along with start bursts and those hundreds of tiny little white swirling dots in my visions. I was also experiencing with lucid dreaming because since a young child I've always had very real and vivid dreams. I also meditate and notice that it did not take me long to have profound effects and positive feedback from it. Now at the age of 22, female, I can close my eyes an in the darkness of my mind I can see swirls, geometric patterns, hallucinations, and full blown imagery. I still have those vision obstructions also and I am completely aware of my surroundings and my mind almost every waking minute.sometimes I have extreme depersonalization, but I am not bothered by this,for I have learned to accept it. Enjoy it. And benefit from it. Maybe im awakening more and more? Im a really loving, nice person, and my biggest passions are art and astronomy or anything to do with everything! Ive become fascinated and curious about all..maybe im an old soul? What I'm asking is if any of you have these same vision obstructions, feelings, and etc and what you think it is or how you feel on it? Thanks my fellow earthlings