2 days clean

Small success I know, but It's nice to know that I do have some self control again. I keep thinking about doing it. I've ran out completely and decided I'm not buying anymore. Luckily I've been so busy lately that I almost don't have the time to go buy more. I haven't been anymore productive but I feel good for the first time in a long time. I also finally have gone back to being vegan which I think might be the biggest contributing factor to be honest. I've lost a lot of weight (i'm pretty underweight now), and I'm sure going vegan isn't going to help with that right away, but I made the choice to do it. It's something that takes self control. I wouldn't say that I've found a purpose necessarily... but I feel like I can possibly do this now.

Thank you guys so much for your support. I don't think I could have gotten this far without you guys. Now I know it's possible and that there is a brighter side. I'm expecting that I will relapse at some point but hey, 2 whole days is seriously crazy for me. And the fact that I actually feel fine is making me more motivated than ever.