Tonight will be different.

Everyone else in the house has gone to bed. I'm alone in my room with my computer and I'm not quite ready to sleep.

Now is the time when I usually look at porn, just like every night before. Every night I fight with myself and say i wont do it. I say, "this time it'll be okay", but every night I end up giving in. After struggling for a bit I fail, then I issue yet another last warning and say tomorrow night will be different. it never is...

Tonight will be different. Tonight I will make a change. Tonight I will refuse to look at porn no matter how loud my dick yells. I am more than a penis with arms and legs. I am so much more than what my perverted thoughts lead me to believe. I am strong, I am awesome, and dammit I am going to beat this no matter what it takes.

Wish me luck.