i love a girl.

there is a girl in my class whom i love. i never had any chat with her but i love her secretly so yes it is a totally one sided. Sometimes i think it's just an attraction which will fade away eventually.. But no it's not fading, instead it's expanding. i wanna become a better man than today because of her. i wanna love her but i am afraid that she will see my lord beta personality. so i don't wanna come in front.