Hey ya fucks

I don't frequent here as much as I used to, but I've seen some old names resurfacing lately so fuck it.

Chick finally reached a breaking point. Not really with me, mostly just life, but altogether at the end of the day I live alone now. We see each other but it's literally the definition of the "it's complicated" relationship label on facebook. But that's not why I'm here.

I'm here because I'm here. Went full force blackout asshole at my best friends engagement party, beer, coke, vodka, stronger beer, 4loko, more coke. 38 hours straight. Come home, don't taper, die for three days while drinking maintenance levels, finally feel better and go for a night on the town. Back to shittsville. But still drinking. Worked for 28 hours in two days, leave work and slam IPAs. Smoke weed all day and start in on some beers during evening basketball. I literally can't feel feelings anymore. This shit just leaves my head all fucked up and cloudy. My life is way too confusing without her next to me. Fuck it. Out at the gastropub place now and they have Pliny on tap. I guess life isn't terrible?

Whatever. Chairs. Fuck you guys. Shout out to the old guard. Love you party.