I actually love ghosting, it is one of the best feelings in the world

100% serious here.

I go out of my way on apps, bars, etc to hook a guy. I do anything he wants and I come across as the perfect partner. Cute, I'll fake being intelligent by spinning a few lines I memorized online, and charming. Perfect mate? Compatable? Amazing? Yeah, that's me for a few weeks. I will tell them I love them and will start planning a future with them and I see that glimmer and spark of hope in their eye and it is just so wonderful. I am the most supportive loving person ever these first few weeks.

Then a few weeks later I will just ghost. The crushing reaction from them literally is what gets me off, just knowing that I just shattered their amazing opportunity. Oh and the flooding text messages of "I thought you loved me!" and "We had a chance! Please please please text me again" makes me so horny that I am half tempted TO text them back and sometimes I do. Then I use them and ghost from there.

Like today I ghosted a guy the past 3 days and then he texted me today begging me to see him. I just got back from his place where I didn't hold back and it felt so amazing just tearing him apart.

I just left telling him he was use toilet paper to me, covered in shit and shut the door. The texts coming in right now are priceless. Now my phone is an amazing collection, an album if you would, of these stories. A literal goldmine of heartbreak.

What is even funnier is that people will call me a "troll", but hey I am out there and I am having a blast. Screw getting into a relationship, this is the best fucking time of my life. Probably done it to over 100 guys now, at least 100.

I think that the people that shame people that ghost are hypocrites, we've all ghosted. Some of us are just more adept at it than others.