In love with women I can't remember on waking.

Last song I listened to before bed was Perfect Pussy's "Interference Fits" ("since when do we say yes to love?") then proceeded to dream that I was in love/maybe married to either a reverse-genie or a superhero (her power was getting people to do things she asked, though it never came up), there are some blurry moments where we were just doing things together and later it gets clear again as we are talking about remodeling our house because we needed a room for our daughter when she was born.

When I woke up, I felt weird for the first few hours of the day because there was a real sense of loss. I have no recollection of what she looked like at all - I know she wasn't anyone real (as in an acquaintance or ex or celebrity), though.

This is the second time in a couple of months I've had an in-love dream without remembering what the woman in the dream looked like even vaguely. Last time I was at my wedding reception in a giant tent and the wedding felt like a joke that we weren't serious about or even in love (despite giant tent/fancy reception), then I was in an area where there were kids at the reception and corrected someone who joked that I never wanted kids, then the reception was ending and I went to look for my wife to ask if she wanted to do a wedding for real because I realized I actually was deeply in love with her.

I think this is some ticking biological-clock bullshit.