I'm writing a book

So I'm writing a book about my alcoholic life, which is not going so well, and is covered in dry booze - and I can get one paragraph in before the booze kicks in, but it's legible. I really just want to capture the epitome of what it means to be us- the crazy stories, the loss, the remorse, the confusion, more crazy stories. And also discuss the medical community and how socially stigmatized we are. I guess in looking for some inspiration and general well wishes in addition to personal experiences that have been helpful. Cheers!