Whats the fucking point in living

I mean come on. I see absolutely no reason to keep living. I am 17, male, unattractive as hell, very introvert, virgin, no friends, no gf, no interests, no passions. ---------------i have been away from school for 16 months now, depressed for about 2 years, been in therapy and on meds for over year. NOTHING is working. Honestly why should i even want to get better? It will just get me back to the thing that started this whole fucking mess - school. ---------------- If depression cant be cured, but only "learnt to deal with", then im not sure i want to keep living. Give me one damn reason not to jump out that window over there.... Im just not sure what to do.

(Sorry for the formatting, stupid phone)