Am I a pedophile?

I frequently get turned on by kids (boy) around seven-ten years old. However, when I envision the reality of having sex with a child, I get disgusted. The thought of traumatizing a child makes me want to cry.

I feel so terrible about my urges. I'm sixteen. I feel like an outcast, I feel disgusting, I feel terrible. I still can get attracted to people older than me/my own age, but I have a few fetishes that particularly appeal to me.

I have never looked at child porn, nor have I ever intentionally masturbated to children. Sometimes, I end up thinking about children last, though, unintentionally. It makes me feel so shitty...