Lack of meaning in life

I lack meaning in my life, I don't really feel happiness at all anymore and its just getting worse and worse at this point and I don't even see any reason in living besides not wanting to have others suffer because of me. Every day just goes by without anything exciting me. There are few things that excite me like reading good novels or good movies but everything that are necessary to living a normal life gives me no excitement and the excitement i get from reading and watching movies is gone the sec I'm done or lay it away. Does anyone else feel this way?

At this point I don't know why I feel so forced to keep going when I don't want to