I just want

I just want to be free.
Not planted in the ground like a tree.
Not dependent on life like a flea.
I just want space to be me.

I just want to be happy.
Not wanting to sound sappy.
Not wanting to feel crappy.
My life just feels so flappy!

I wish I could make people see
Inside of me - the real me.
Instead I or they tend to flee,
And I am left wondering what will be?

I wish I could tell you I have it all figured out.
Not hindered by even a single doubt,
But honestly I don't know what I'm talking about,
And my frustrations just make me want to shout!

I don't know where I'm going or even where I am.
I don't feel but then I do feel a BAM!
Then I hide inside a shell like a clam.
Afraid that life is just one big sham!

And these feelings inside of me that I hate!
Yet the feelings I love don't equate,
And all the world just can't wait.
So fuck it all! I'll just masturbate.

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