How do i get over this?

I need to get over the fact my parents never loved me and my mother treats me like shit everyday, says she loves me, but I know she never will. Neither does my family. No one ever calls or visits. No one talks to me online. I feel really alone tbh.

I always saw myself as a very kind of anti-social introverted person who never really liked to socialise, but over the years I've learned more about myself. I've come to learn I'm actually the kind of person who needs social interaction more than most. Like I'd rather have people in my life than money or success or material possessions.

Because of this, I feel like death every day, the loneliness is killing me and I really don't think I can live a life where I'm all alone. I don't care if I never find a partner tat shit doesn't oter me at all. I just want people in my life who care about me or love me.

I don't want to be alone anymore but I don't feel like I have anything to offer. My life is a complete disaster from being abandoned by my family and friends and being constantly abused every day. I don't ave what it takes to attract people to my life. I used to make friends really easily but it keeping them that has always been the problem.

I don't have anything to hold on to. Everything is fleeting and thus I feel alone. I don't really think this will ever change tbh. So how can I get over the fact I was never loved by anyone I know? And what do I do about living a life all alone when all I've ever wanted is someone in my life? I don't feel like it's even worth it at all.

There is nothing waiting for me in the future except for more pain. And the more shit I feel the more shit I'll attract to my life. It's like a lose-lose situation all the time. I could be wrong though. I'm aware that this might just be all that I see because it's all that I've known, and that things could end up differently and I'm just not seeing it.

Anyways, if anyone has anything to offer that'd be great.