F4A - Distorted Reality

Inspired by Mr. Robot

Sanity is a fickle mistress. My memories twisted and broken, seeing you again, or was it the first time...You were so charming, your smile dazzling, wrapping me around your finger with just a crooked smile.

All those nights, writhing and bucking, screaming...the thuds of pissed neighbors as you shove a bright apple red gag in my mouth, telling me to shush, I shouldn't be a rude little slut. It's not how a good slut behaves. A good slut respects everyone else but herself...

Waking up to find myself alone, hugging a pillow, wrapped around it, thinking it was you...were you even there at all or did my lonely fucked up brain created some sick demented imaginary sadist to take care of my masochist need.

Knock Knock Knock

Did you just leave to go get coffee...Is it my psychiatrist, worried sick about me...My drug dealer with some new goodies to try out...Or was I still making up reality as I went...

Hopefully that got my point across! Wanting to play a unhinged character sort of like Elliot (But female obviously), introverted, paranoid, reality distorted in every which way..

Here's my kinklist! Let's play :) https://i.imgur.com/OSkCA8X.png