I have to be alone in the hospital on my birthday....

So in a manic moment earlier this week I ended up in the ER and got hospitalized. I am feeling better now but they aren't going to let me out yet and I may have to be moved to a different hospital tomorrow...

But tomorrow is my birthday and I have to spend it alone in the hospital with a ton of restrictions on what I am or am not allowed to do or have and that sucks. I am not a big fan of my birthday but it still sucks to spend it like this. I can't be my little self at all, and I miss my mommy and daddy and I just feel so alone.