1 month and 5 days down and how do I feel?

Im 25 and since going a full month of Not Fapping i can actually say i feel great. Now over the last 2 or 3 days i actually never felt like relapsing soo much. I just wanted to have that you know...special pull of the one eyed snake, but for some reason deep down i knew exactly what would happen if i did. All the guilt all the depression all the shame of failing for just one quick regret of going for a fap.

For years and no bullshit, for years as far back as i can remember maybe as far as 13 i was just overly obsessed with fapping. Any chance i got get i would go for it. And without going into details thats years of addiction to PMO. Thats 12 years of being addicted, half knowing myself i was addicted, the other half was saying 'nah your'e grand keep going, after all on the internet it says masturbation may be good for you' how wrong the internet is. A saying If something is too good to be true then it probably is. 12 years of Fapping and saying to myself night after night its ok maybe even going so far as 3 times in one night.

If there is one thing i learned from NoFap its that rebooting your brain can be done but thats only 10% of the problem the other 90% is will power and completely cutting out PMO FOR GOOD. right up until you feel a chemical and physical change in your brain is how you know it does work. START NOW AND LIVE LIKE A PERSON instead live like a robot with your PMO. Thanks