Day 2: Why is it difficult to not beat it?

I miss porn so bad its kind of ridiculous. Every girl i see i imagine penetrating,every time i go to the bathroom i consider jacking jimmy.Seriously its only day 2 wtf i feel like by day 7 im going to start humping my houseguests like a nervous dog.

Im 27 today and doing this to see if i can stop idolizing every woman as a sex puppet.Kinda a gift to myself.Im going all the way, no sex/porn/pornlike/masturbating/edging,the only time i touch my dick is to pee and the only time i see woman is in real life.

Amazes me that anyone can go a week much less 90 days bit im doing it god damn it.