Final notice

Hi everyone.

I wanted to thank everyone who put up with my questions over the weeks I've posted on here. I've decided decided to put an immediate end to my life tomorrow once I get certain things in order after coming out to my father today and his disapproval over the phone. I won't force him to change his ideals as he cannot force me to live a life bound his ideals. I haven't made any real friends on here but thanks to everyone who supported me in the topics I submitted to this sub. I do not want to attempt a fruitless transition in a world where I am the lowest being for being black, transgender and ugly. Waiting for myself to become independent is not an option as I am already starting to experience a quickly receding hairline and my body is fairly masculine, hairy and beyond fixation without immense effort. I have read many times that once I am 25 it only goes downhill from there in terms of transitioning. It doesn't seem logical or worth it anymore to stay on this Earth and attempt to live freely when I can simply be free in death.

Thank you again for putting up with me and goodbye.