Probably my suicide note [UPDATE]

I'm not okay. Of course, I'm also alive, but I'm not okay. I don't know what to do going forward, or how to even continue living my life. My grades have dropped (and probably will continue to drop) my family is pressuring me to cut my hair and I wish I had gone through with it.

But nevertheless I'm still alive. Most likely it was the comments I got here that saved me. Even if they didn't necessarily deter me from the act, they certainly slowed me down, and then I fell asleep. When I posted on r/SuicideWatch I got a total of 1 comment. I don't think that would've helped me. So thanks, guys. Keep being awesome.