I've been depressed and empty for a while, I'm 14 and my SO may have just committed suicide.

When she left I didn't actually feel anything. Typing this has almost made me cry, but I've been emotionless for a year now.

-- I mean, being bisexual, having your parents blatantly deny that, and being bullied at school for being 'Gay' can mess you up more than people realise.

My mom constantly tries to tell me it's not depression, but I know damn well it is, I just can't tell her why.

I don't want help, but it's time to tell people. I don't care who sees this anymore.

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And yes, I am sick of living. But I wouldn't be able to kill myself ever, so thats not a worry.