Please help me not be a scab

This is my first banner since I joined the 'no gems until transparency' movement that I won't be able to make my obligatory 100-gem pull.

I want to buy gems so badly, but want to stay true to my conviction to not financially support this game until DeNa is honest & transparent about banner rates.

Please help me, be encouraging, be mean to me — whatever. Please help me not purchase gems.