I need a mother figure in my life.

I am taking my chances even though most likely no one will respond to this. I am 23 years old, I have a family but I never bonded with them, am not going to start soon. My mother has always been a workaholic and doesn't even know anything about me. My step father and I have never gotten along. My biological father left me after infancy. I am in college, wrapping up my studies in january 2017 for IT computer networking. This post isn't a joke. I envy people who had a real mother on their side. This isn't a sexual thing, it's just something I want. Even though I am old, I really want a mother figure in my life. My grandmothers never filled that in for me either. Please let me know if you're concerned. I am just asking for a woman's wisdom and emotional support, I am obviously past the phase of being raised.