An interesting experiment... and then another.

Today I had some nice alone time and not much to do so I decided to have some fun. It's been a while since I've had a planned accident. So this morning I bought a laxative and something new... a pair of black pantyhose.

I have NEVER tried this before. I have just been curious for so long how well it contains a mess so I had to try. Before even taking the laxative I was pretty desperate to go so I knew this would be fun.

I put on the pantyhose under my jeans and then put on a pair of socks over top of them so nothing was visible. They were pretty tight so I was feeling confident it would hold the mess when the time came.

The laxatives I take usually take about 3 hours to kick in and around that time I'll be desperate. But this time it only took 1 hour 45 minutes and I was farting a lot and ready to go. I actually sharted accidentally at this time! haha. I cleaned up and prepared to head to a nearby grocery store.

It was only about 10:30 or 11am but the store had a decent amount of people in it. I walked in and started browsing the isles. Mainly looking for good looking women I could mess myself near. But the only few that were there were with their children so I didn't want to approach.

So I decided to head to the back of the store far away from the exit and let go. Times like this I'll either let go a little at a time while walking around the store or just let the whole thing out. This time I went with the latter and just pushed everything out all at once.

Immediately a rush of hot pudding came out of me and my butt immediately felt wet. I knew it had soaked through to my jeans and I was kind of terrified! I started walking toward the exit and I felt the back of my jeans.. sure enough they were wet.

I had no doubt in my mind I had a big poopy mess visible right now.

Thing is - I don't get excited by that kind of thing. At least not in the moment. Afterwards I'll get excited by it.. and I suppose under the right circumstances someone knowing I had messed myself would be a huge turn on. But this time was not the case - I was legitimately terrified so I immediately walked out of the store.

Once I got to the outside I gave another push and another huge rush of hot pudding came out. The mess spread all up to my crotch which was unusual. Messing with mens underwear and jeans (my usual attire) doesn't have this effect. The underwear sags further down or the mess will start to go down your leg. But with pantyhose there is no leaking down the leg as far as I can tell.

I went home and cleaned up - as usual I'll spare those details. Afterwards I washed my jeans, pantyhose, etc.

A few hours later I was feeling desperate again. This laxative usually gives me three messes throughout a day - each getting more and more liquidy. Often I won't mess myself in public the second and third time but today I thought I would go for it. It was a special day.

This time I cut the pantyhose to my knees and I wore a pair of boxer briefs over top of them. Same jeans (cleaned).

This time I made my way to the mall to get some lunch. I ordered my food at the food court. I was tempted to mess there but I held off. I grabbed my food and made my way to Macys. I went upstairs via the escalator and walked around a bit until I noticed this attractive girl. I didn't try to get her attention or anything. I was maybe 15 feet away from her and it was then that I decided to push as hard as I could.

It actually made a little squelshing sound as it came out. Nothing super loud. I'm not sure if she heard it or not. But she made some comment to the person she was with and was looking my way. I walked back toward the escalator to leave the store. I knew was feeling like the mess had soaked through again. But on the escalator I felt my butt and it wasn't wet.

So that's my story :)

It felt exciting having these experiences today but writing this makes me realize just how timid they are! I need to step it up a bit. Maybe soon! Any suggestions?