I've never felt this lonely before.

I feel alone. I haven't ever felt quite this way before. My girlfriend broke up with me about a month and a half ago. People keep telling me to move on, but I just can't. Every day it consumes me, I can't lay in bed without thinking about her, I can't do much of anything without thinking about her. And it hurts more every time. I've never felt this lonely, or this kind of rage, I've never wanted to simultaneously hurt and kiss someone at the same time. Well, they don't happen at the same time. One feeling comes, and then the other. I don't know what to do, I have friends, but they don't really want to talk about it. And my ex cut me out of her life. I'm sure others have felt this way, but I definitely haven't. I don't know what to do. Anyone who has anything to say, anyone who's willing to give me some human contact, please do. And man if you read all this, thank you.