On getting back

Learning is remembering, I think Socrates said.

Now, how to cope with this, being at a point of existence, where you got heavily influenced by parents, authorities, ideas, etc.?

I remember once being a child and felling happy. I thought I knew everything but still got my curiosity running at all of its revolutions. Every day seemed special because everything seemed new to me.

Growing up sucks, we can somehow agree with that. But shouldn't we remember all of that as we grow up? Shouldn't we learn from our own child self? Is it that? Is it being a hedonist like you once were as a child? To have a clear understanding of the past or to have a vision of the future? Everything got so confusing now, I don't know where to go now. Life is mundane and there is not much I can do about it but to add meaning meaning and purpose to it so it doesn't fell like it, but that feels artificial.

How can I get that genuine curiosity back again?

Get back to where you once belonged, said McCartney.

I know someone can relate to this idea here, thats's why I'm writing this post (which is also my first here in reddit). Sorry if I'm being vague, but I had to say this, feel free to discuss any point about this, I know you guys are very good at it. And sorry too if any writing mistake comes through, english is not my first language.